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PostSubject: Re: Recovery   Sun Jun 28, 2015 2:29 pm

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PostSubject: Re: Recovery   Sun Jun 28, 2015 3:24 pm

Being with my relatives hasn't been as scary as I thought it would be.
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PostSubject: Re: Recovery   Sun Jun 28, 2015 5:05 pm

Today is really hard food-wise, but I need to keep going.

Tomorrow, I go to MS.
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PostSubject: Re: Recovery   Sun Jun 28, 2015 6:11 pm

I feel really bad now. Today is really tough. Family cookout and a birthday. Neutral I feel like compensating, but... that won't really help me... I dunno. Sad It's just today I think. I hope so.
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PostSubject: Re: Recovery   Sun Jun 28, 2015 10:41 pm

Hang in there XL.  No matter what happens, this pain and tough spot you're in are temporary and WILL END.  God WILL carry you through.  I'm praying for you.  May God show you mercy and comfort you in your time of struggle.
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PostSubject: Re: Recovery   Mon Jun 29, 2015 9:19 pm

Today has been really tough. Sad I don't feel good at all. Sad
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PostSubject: Re: Recovery   Tue Jun 30, 2015 12:09 am

I still have some guilt, but I'm doing better now.
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PostSubject: Re: Recovery   Tue Jun 30, 2015 9:06 am

Today is a new day!
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PostSubject: Re: Recovery   Tue Jun 30, 2015 12:58 pm

I'm glad it's a new day now. I feel better today. I'm afraid of challenging myself on the trip now. Well, foodwise. I've been trying to work on flexibility with meal times, but I feel like I just end up eating less than I would if I were not being flexible. :/ I get really confused, too because I don't know what we're doing. One of the reasons I don't like eating with people is because it frustrates me when there's no plan.
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PostSubject: Re: Recovery   Tue Jun 30, 2015 2:33 pm

Glad to here you are feeling better today, keep your chin up.

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PostSubject: Re: Recovery   Tue Jun 30, 2015 7:01 pm

Dinner is a little difficult, but not so much that I feel hopeless or anything.

Thank you for your prayers and support.
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PostSubject: Re: Recovery   Sun Jul 05, 2015 11:52 am

I've been struggling again recently. I have a doctor's appointment and a therapist appointment tomorrow. I'm looking forward to them. I've been wanting to talk to them for a while.
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PostSubject: Re: Recovery   Tue Jul 07, 2015 10:53 am

How did your sessions go?  Been praying for you.
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PostSubject: Re: Recovery   Tue Jul 07, 2015 1:29 pm

They went well.

One day, I'll either get a nutritionist or go to an outpatient program. Either will be really helpful. I need to learn how to eat properly and just learn about eating in general.

My therapist and I are going through a workbook together and also continued talking about deeper/root things that have probably contributed to the ED.

Thank you for praying.
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PostSubject: Re: Recovery   Thu Jul 09, 2015 12:51 pm

HORRIBLE body image lately. I feel like there's a rock in my stomach from the disordered eating. 

Think of a seesaw/teeter-totter. Imagine one side is restricting and the other side is eating a lot uncontrollably even when uncomfortable. That's what's going on. I hate it. Sad
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PostSubject: Re: Recovery   Thu Jul 09, 2015 1:02 pm

Hugs are being sent now...  I love you  You'll be ok XL.  I believe you're on the right path: you are seeking healing through the proper means and including God and your community in it all.  You're doing great, even if this is a rough patch right now.  I fully believe that if you continue doing as you are, God will bring you through.
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PostSubject: Re: Recovery   Thu Jul 09, 2015 1:12 pm

Hang in there girl, it is going to get better!  Praying God will give you some hope and comfort.

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PostSubject: Re: Recovery   Tue Jul 14, 2015 6:59 pm

Thank you. Smile


Updates or whatever:
1. Therapist appt tomorrow. Smile
2. My hunger cues are messed up/weird.
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PostSubject: Re: Recovery   Tue Jul 14, 2015 7:37 pm

3. My doctor called back about the place that has nutritional counseling. Hopefully, I can get nutritional counseling soon.
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PostSubject: Re: Recovery   Wed Jul 15, 2015 1:09 pm

I feel better when I'm not so bloated...
I feel ashamed when I get bloated. Now that it has gone down, I feel a little better.
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PostSubject: Re: Recovery   Wed Jul 15, 2015 6:28 pm

Update
-My referral for a nutritionist is being set up, if not set up right now.
-My appointment went very well.
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PostSubject: Re: Recovery   Wed Jul 15, 2015 7:24 pm

Glad to hear your appointment went well.

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PostSubject: Re: Recovery   Thu Jul 16, 2015 8:06 pm

update
-We have a nutritional counseling appointment set up now. It's later this month.
-Really bad body image day. Sad It doesn't help that I'm in a binge(?)/restrict cycle.
-I do like my hair today. I took the twists out and picked it out. My hair grew and it looks really cool. I like afros.
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PostSubject: Re: Recovery   Thu Jul 16, 2015 8:07 pm

I feel ashamed of myself today.
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PostSubject: Re: Recovery   Thu Jul 16, 2015 9:02 pm

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